PUNK ROCK PRINCESS

Dont you love how people say things and they dotn kno there saying anything wrong but it keps rewinding in you head and it eats at you...ur not that kind aperson but just the fact that they said that makes you think they think ur that kinda person...no1 prolly knows wut im talkn bout but at least i kno..it hurt my feelings and i hate that cu zi kno it wasent meant that way...so watch wut u say to me next time

So...i took a sleep aide last night and i guess it workedb/c i slept later then im usually sleeping til...still pretty sleepy tho but i wont go back to sleep or anything...the puppy came in and kicked my face this morning and that was a horrible wakeup call...hahaha my mom wants to fold my laundry....lol...hey im not complaining...so i think that we should all stop the drama and be happy ..im getting so sick of waking up expecting a godo day aand i hear soemthing else gone wrong...ugh...oh well....

I'm seein red
Don't think you'll have to see my face again
don't have much time for sympathy
Cuz it never happened to me
You feelin blue now
I think you bit off more than you could chew
And now it's time to make a choice
And all I wanna hear is your voice...
So follow the leader down
And swallow your pride and drown
When there's no place left to go
Maybe thats when you will know
Follow the leader down
And swallow your pride and drown
When theres no place left to go
Maybe thats when you will know
And foolish lies well can't you see
I tried to compromise
Cuz what you say ain't always true
And I can see the tears in your eyes
And what you said now
Can't stop the words from running through my head
And what I do to get through to you
But you'd only do it again
So follow the leader down
And swallow your pride and drown
When there's no place left to go
Maybe that's when you will know
Follow the leader down
And swallow your pride and drown
When there's no place left to go
Maybe that's when you will know
Well I confess, I don't know what to make from all this mess
Don't have much time for sympathy
But it never happened to me
You Feelin down now
I don't know where i'll be when you come around
And now it's time to make a choice,
And all I wanna hear is your voice...

So i just heard from an anonymous person that glen is a big flirt and that he prolly was when we were goin out too...ha...wow...did i see that coming...i thought i meant so much to him...i should just eb single for the rest of my entire sucky life...ive never cried so much then when i fall for people...its not the most destrying emotion ever and ive never wanted to cry so much in my life...i need a break...

You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your loved one with all your love =p


What kind of kiss are you?
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OH MY GOD!!!....i have to say that i just received my chemical romances 2 latest cds and wow there so amazing...seeign them at concert they were so strange but thery are a great band...check there new album...out in stores now
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I love writing on this thing..helps to relieve tension..so anyways i love my friends...wheenver i need them there always there..especially alli..not taking away from anyone else but she always gives me the best advice and she knows how i feel bout things cuz she feels the same way..and we click so well..were gonna be the best of friends forever and right now shes gonna help me through my most worst times.....thank you everyone who has been there for me<3!!!

Its a shame i have such bad trust issues...its why i hate getting involved with people or emotionally attached...i wish i could get away from that but it just seems to follow me everywhere...no matetr wut sum1 says to me or how much that assure me that everything is going to be all right i always have that one thought in the back of my mind...i dont like to be lied to and i dont want people hiding things from me...i always need to kno wuts goin on or wuts happening in my life and when im not sure or im uneasy thoughts enter my mind and i start the not trusting process...i am afraid and will always be afraid and i wish that i could change that...but thanks to past situations i cant and wont be able to for a long time...

Im feelign better about myself lately..cant really say the reason but i kno its something...im trying to have a more positive outlook on life....i totally heard im a slave for you and started belly dancing...ugh...wuts wrong with me...hehehe....im crazy...so any1 in nh who wants to go to the club with mer let me kno b/c im soooo ready to just DANCE...ahhh you kno wut i havent been getting much sleep but i am WIRED....ive been hopping around the house like an idiot...my dogs getting along with my cats slowly but surely...she just tried to fly off the couch and landed and rolled it was funny as hell..anyone who hasent check out....
big-boys.com..its a funny website....i love it!!!

I am ready to try and be happy on my own....iv ebeen through a lot of shit and so has he...i cant take the pain anymore..the resentment the anger...im usually a happy person and i cant take it anymore...ve turned int o a bitter mad person and i dont want that for myself..i need time to think to vent to be my own person....i need friendship...ive lost love and respect and it sucks and maybe some day i can regain it back but not right now...i need it proved and even then i dunno...ive realized i can be by myself without you without me watching u all the time...im sorry....but my heart needs to be earned not tossed in the backburner while u do other things..im worth more and i can have more....i made my mistakes but i kno i made them/...we cant get along and those things happen...i need a little time...and so do you...i cant just be there whenn YOU want me to...i dunno i gotta get some sleep...night

omg i got a new puppy...its so cute....im me for a picture...

I really need to just vent and im sorry all of you need to hear my bs but its just better to let it out before i explode...i am so sick of someones crap...i get treated like im nothing like everything i do is wrong...am i really a bad person??...why is this happening to me...i didnt do anything wrong to hurt anybody at least not on purpose...everytime i think im happy something happens to fuck it up...im so sorry im alive sometimes to screw people up...God...i cry too much....bye